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August 6, 2011


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Rest in peace my love

Journal Entry: Sat Aug 6, 2011, 12:18 PM

Today is 5 years since my lover, my best friend, my husband has passed away. I've never met anyone like him. He was kind, caring person, real gentleman... He was smart, intelligent, great person for living with... my soul mate, person you meet once in your lifetime (or never). I'm happy and proud that I was a part of his short life. And I'm very grateful to my dear friends who have helped me when I've needed help the most and who are always here when I need them. Today my kids and I live normal life as anyone else :nod:

I'm grateful for each day you gave me
Maybe I don't know that much
But I know this much is true
I was blessed because I was loved by you

Celine Dion, Because you loved me

I've recently lost a friend, actually his friendship. Without any explanation. I still don't know what happened and why he started to avoid me and I probably won't find out ever. Alexander Graham Bell once told "When one door closes another door opens; but we so often look so long and so regretfully upon the closed door, that we do not see the ones which open for us". It's so true, instead of looking upon open doors, I'm still looking at that closed door hoping that somehow it will open once in the future. But I know it won't happen. I survived much worse things in my life. So, open doors, here I come.

At the end, I would like to thank you all who participated in my poll. Thank you so much for your answers. I've learned a lot. I realized that love is not an option even in RL, not to mention in virtual life. But I'm happy to see how many people found their soul mates in that way. Good luck to you all and I wish you, once again, many love and happiness in your lives.


lovely teddy STAMP by SheilaBrinson

  • Mood: Pain
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TheRafflesia Featured By Owner Jan 26, 2014  Hobbyist Photographer
Deepest condolences. :(
KuroJAG Featured By Owner Nov 16, 2013
Its all okay :iconhugplz:. I know all the feels. I know we don't know each other but If you ever need someone to talk to I'm here. Just send a note.
hummingbird88 Featured By Owner Apr 26, 2013
:tears: My sweet hearted friend Renata,
I know just how you feel since i have had so much death in all my family & very long time friends.
My daddy whom was a very famous boxer was murdered by his new wife's brothers. She thought that she was going to be willed everything he had but he never told her i was the one that he willed everything to me only. My daddy was the most amazing amazing man & loved me so much, in fact he put a tattoo on his arm with my first name on it because i do not have a midddle name. His brother my uncle was also a boxer & i'm so pleased he is still alive.
I know how much it hurts way down deep in your heart, soul & your being. You have my full support & i'm here for you if you want to note me or send me an email if you want to do that. I love & adore all the human race & do love helping out.
Your friend,
Ms. P. :heart:
Eldesttemplar Featured By Owner Jan 25, 2012  Student General Artist
im really sorry for you,i just lost my father recently,i know what you're going through :hug:
bmrpeal Featured By Owner Dec 9, 2011
Even with the sadness of lost a person that is so important to you, it's a very good thing to know that you, at least, you have met your soul mate. I'm still searching for it, and i hope i'll find it before i dead, because is sad to loose it, but more sad is to never meet your soul mate.

Beautiful words what you have written, rest in peace.
Sagojyousartpage Featured By Owner Sep 25, 2011  Hobbyist General Artist
Very beautifully written :hug: Let him rest in peace...
Mauser7 Featured By Owner Aug 11, 2011  Hobbyist General Artist
That was a beautiful journal. I didn't realize your husband had passed on. I learned something new about you today. *hug*
Magic-of-Darkness Featured By Owner Aug 10, 2011  Student Photographer
So lovely touched me.. Rest in peace.
notofthisearth Featured By Owner Aug 9, 2011
Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away :rose:

sesam-is-open Featured By Owner Aug 9, 2011
I send you my love and a very special hug.:icondarkmarek:
You have a wonderful heart and it's a honour to know you, my dear.:tighthug:
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