Today is 5 years since my lover, my best friend, my husband has passed away. I've never met anyone like him. He was kind, caring person, real gentleman... He was smart, intelligent, great person for living with... my soul mate, person you meet once in your lifetime (or never). I'm happy and proud that I was a part of his short life. And I'm very grateful to my dear friends who have helped me when I've needed help the most and who are always here when I need them. Today my kids and I live normal life as anyone else

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I'm grateful for each day you gave me
Maybe I don't know that much
But I know this much is true
I was blessed because I was loved by you
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Celine Dion, Because you loved me I've recently lost a friend, actually his friendship. Without any explanation. I still don't know what happened and why he started to avoid me and I probably won't find out ever. Alexander Graham Bell once told
"When one door closes another door opens; but we so often look so long and so regretfully upon the closed door, that we do not see the ones which open for us". It's so true, instead of looking upon open doors, I'm still looking at that closed door hoping that somehow it will open once in the future. But I know it won't happen. I survived much worse things in my life. So, open doors, here I come.
At the end, I would like to thank you all who participated in my poll. Thank you so much for your answers. I've learned a lot. I realized that love is not an option even in RL, not to mention in virtual life. But I'm happy to see how many people found their soul mates in that way. Good luck to you all and I wish you, once again, many love and happiness in your lives.
I know just how you feel since i have had so much death in all my family & very long time friends.
My daddy whom was a very famous boxer was murdered by his new wife's brothers. She thought that she was going to be willed everything he had but he never told her i was the one that he willed everything to me only. My daddy was the most amazing amazing man & loved me so much, in fact he put a tattoo on his arm with my first name on it because i do not have a midddle name. His brother my uncle was also a boxer & i'm so pleased he is still alive.
I know how much it hurts way down deep in your heart, soul & your being. You have my full support & i'm here for you if you want to note me or send me an email if you want to do that. I love & adore all the human race & do love helping out.
Your friend,
Ms. P.
Beautiful words what you have written, rest in peace.
Billy
You have a wonderful heart and it's a honour to know you, my dear.
Remember, he will live on in your heart and in your children.
I wish you all luck and love you can possibly get.