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1. How long have you been on DeviantArt? 
Soon, it will be 10 years, and 2 years of watching it before I became a member.

2.What does your username mean? 
Sedma is croatian name for Seven of Nine, character from Star Trek Voyager.

3. Describe yourself in three words. 
Old, gray but young in heart :) (Smile)

4. Are you left or right handed? 
Right handed.

5. What was your first deviation? 
Apple Orange - 176x220 by Sedma




6. What is your favourite type of art to create?
It depends on my mood

7. If you could instantly master a different art style, what would it be?
Photographer.

8. What was your first favourite?
I don't remember :( (Sad)

9. What type of art do you tend to favourite the most?
Cute digital drawings.

10. Who is your all-time favourite deviant artist?
Tooshtoosh and gorjus

11. If you could meet anyone on DeviantArt in person, who would it be?
:icond37nu1l: :iconpatrickl: :icongseth:

12. How has a fellow deviant impacted your life?
With lot of advices when I needed

13. What are your preferred tools to create art?
Different software for different art.

14. What is the most inspirational place for you to create art?
My room :) (Smile)

15. What is your favourite DeviantArt memory?
There are lot of incredible memories I can't choose only one.
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1. How long have you been on DeviantArt?
Soon, it will be 10 years, and 2 years as a lurker.

2.What does your username mean?
Sedma is croatian name for Seven of Nine, character from Star Trek Voyager.

3. Describe yourself in three words.
Old, gray but young in heart :)

4. Are you left or right handed?
Right handed.

5. What was your first deviation?
Apple Orange - 176x220 by Sedma

6. What is your favourite type of art to create?
It depends on my mood

7. If you could instantly master a different art style, what would it be?
Photographer.

8. What was your first favourite?
I don't remember :(

9. What type of art do you tend to favourite the most?
Cute digital drawings.

10. Who is your all-time favourite deviant artist?
Tooshtoosh and gorjus

11. If you could meet anyone on DeviantArt in person, who would it be?
:icond37nu1l: :iconpatrickl: :icongseth:

12. How has a fellow deviant impacted your life?
With lot of advices when I needed

13. What are your preferred tools to create art?
Different software for different art.

14. What is the most inspirational place for you to create art?
My room :)

15. What is your favourite DeviantArt memory?
There are lot of incredible memories I can't choose only one. 
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Today is 5 years since my lover, my best friend, my husband has passed away. I've never met anyone like him. He was kind, caring person, real gentleman... He was smart, intelligent, great person for living with... my soul mate, person you meet once in your lifetime (or never). I'm happy and proud that I was a part of his short life. And I'm very grateful to my dear friends who have helped me when I've needed help the most and who are always here when I need them. Today my kids and I live normal life as anyone else :nod:





...
I'm grateful for each day you gave me
Maybe I don't know that much
But I know this much is true
I was blessed because I was loved by you
...

Celine Dion, Because you loved me




I've recently lost a friend, actually his friendship. Without any explanation. I still don't know what happened and why he started to avoid me and I probably won't find out ever. Alexander Graham Bell once told "When one door closes another door opens; but we so often look so long and so regretfully upon the closed door, that we do not see the ones which open for us". It's so true, instead of looking upon open doors, I'm still looking at that closed door hoping that somehow it will open once in the future. But I know it won't happen. I survived much worse things in my life. So, open doors, here I come.



At the end, I would like to thank you all who participated in my poll. Thank you so much for your answers. I've learned a lot. I realized that love is not an option even in RL, not to mention in virtual life. But I'm happy to see how many people found their soul mates in that way. Good luck to you all and I wish you, once again, many love and happiness in your lives.






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Goodbye

4 min read
I'm down and I don't know how to get up... I even started to make some plans for the future, good plans which raised me up, kept me in a good mood, but good things don't last forever, only bad things. So, I'm down again.

I don't want to bother you anymore. I'll be back, sooner or later. Until then, Goodbye!





Goodbye cruel world,
I'm leaving you today,
Goodbye
Goodbye
Goodbye.
Goodbye all you people
There's nothing you can say
To make me change
My mind
Goodbye.

Pink Floyd




Edit:

After I saw your comments I had to add this.

Just to clear some things for you who doesn't know me. My husband died 5 years ago. With him, I lost my best friend. I have 2 kids and there's no way that I would do any harm to myself. I really much appreciate your concern and I'm really sorry that I made you think something like that. I also wrote that I'll be back.

I've wrote it because I feel so lonely, I can't talk to anyone about anything. You know that feeling when you smile outside and cry inside. I'm not a person who would bother others with my own problems and I certainly wouldn't beg anyone for talking. I have few friends, in RL for coffee, on the net for favs and sometimes for comments. That's all. I know that problem is in me, I'm too sensitive and when I give, I give everything. Even I'm old and have lot of life experience, I'm surprised every time I see how world is cruel.


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3 weeks ago I started donation pool, I admit, for selfish purpose. I want to buy camera bag. I have no credit card or money so I started to collect points 2 months ago on LLama trading game. But lately, there are less and less people who buy them. So donation pool seemed to me as a good idea for another way of collecting points. I must admit I didn't expect much point, maybe 1 or 2, 5 the most, I certainly didn't expect big donations, especially not from people who don't know me or my art. I didn't know how to thank them enough except feature their art. Maybe, they will not be new Picasso, Rembrandt or Van Gogh but they have something in common, they all have big heart for people who needs help.

You have my deepest gratitude. I love you people :hug: :love: and thank you so, so much

I hope I'll be able to collect all the points I need. So this is the first list of  my donors and their art.



:iconexold: :iconsbradleysmith: :iconlarettes: :iconmintystitch: :iconkolkhoznik: :iconshelldevil: :iconwaiting-wish: :iconjesyy: :iconferafilius: :iconpredicon-mike-1994:

:iconcresun: :iconnightshayde666: :iconcmdrtekk: :iconskopseudonym: :iconhaking17:  :icongiftedchild777: :iconamjara: :iconjoshpurple: :iconwippmaster: :iconkanadierin:

:iconseasidefantasy: :iconnoukka: :iconcmlintu: :iconsinisterseduction: :iconamaitsu: :iconyashamarupl: :iconjacquelineswann: :iconalucinogenos: :iconmcamp2006: :iconlondonspring:

:iconwaiting-ontheworld: :iconlightskin:  :iconavoku: :icondeamera: :iconshortfingerzzz: :iconmrtysh:



:sun: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :sun:




:thumb154387574: :thumb156004543:   :thumb155656792: :thumb141173222: :thumb159997222: Leading Angels to your Door by Waiting-Wish Ice Storm by FeraFilius Vampires by Predicon-Mike-1994 :thumb113477032: :thumb138854430: Autobot Special Ops Trio by cmdrtekk Screw The Rules by SKOpseudonym :thumb163115302: I Give You My Heart... by GiftedChild777 :thumb99043486: just pimpin by wippmaster Dean Winchester by SeasideFantasy A Thousand Miles by noukka :thumb112034629: Chibi by SinisterSeduction :thumb147040478: Quick draw - Buster by yashamaruPL :thumb138704421:

Mature Content

If you leave... by alucinogenos
:thumb164094889: :thumb164068665: ribbons by Waiting-OnTheWorld Firelight- Tokka collab by lightskin :thumb147900482: Stuff by deamera :thumb143920806: Sasuke by mrtysh

Mature Content

tweeks by sbradleysmith

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